Am I A Stalker ??

Am i ? 
A Stalker  . .  Hurm . . maybe u feel like im a stalker rite ?
huh . i feel down on you when i read your status at Facebook . u said what ?
"Saya Tak Suke Awak Buat Status Pasal Saya Fullstop!!" 
well thats for me or maybe not . maybe you're thinking me as a stalker . yes . .  everytime i made a status at facebook. most of it is about you. Damn i care about you. i didn't force you too love me . But  i juz wishing 1 chance for me to prove and make you comfortable . Most Of My post at this Blog of mine , also more about you . Don't Know why. Just feelin like i cant let you go. even if i 've been seeing as a dumb in other people eyes . even if i being laugh by other. i still try make myself  cheer. Since i enter 
JOHOR DARUL TAKZIM . You are the first girl that give me a smile. Not an ordinary smile or something. But A smile my mom gave me . Thats Why i take my time to know about you. 1 year in a half keeping this feeling. even if you see me with other girl . its juz a trick to see if you are jealous or not. 1st time your heart broken i feel like damn hurt. i try to convince you ,accept his appology and give him a chance. Damn ! that time my wish is . you dont accept him . BUT ? You accept him again . Then you got Hurt for the second time. .  that time i think i can heal your broken heart Kiddo !  maybe i cant  . .
That time i tell you my feeling  . . that time also you said you got a crush at a guy . there goes my chance  . .  just flying like a bird . Take time. hurmm . . Time i spend with you is the most precious time i got. Lastly . all people see me as a ? LOSER  . .  even i dont feel its a game for getting you. Sincere ?? damn iam. Im really tired . . . 


Ndak sangka  . .  Dari satu persahabatan yang baik. aku jaga selama aku kenal kau.Hampir2 nak musnah da . Di sebabkan oleh luahan hati yang lama di pendam. Fikir2kan balik . Kalau aku tau macam ni juga jadinya. baik aku pendam sampai bila2 perasaan ni. Kau pun da macam mula rimas dengan aku,maybe benci aku, anything laa. hurmm . 


Too Damn Tired  . . 
aku rasa la kan . Undur diri dari kau lagi baik. semua orang cakap. "blah laa. .  bukan kau di hargai pun"
"Apa kau buad di hargai ka ?"  "Penat jak kau,bukan kau disuka pun"   . . 
Masuk kiri keluar kanan. aku buad semua ikhlas tanpa minta balasan pun . 
apa status kau baru2 nie ? "Proof me that im wrong"
satu hari nanti kau akan faham  . . 
kau berubah jauh sekali dari first aku jumpa kau.
aku nak kau yang dulu la budak ! 


After This . .  Family Comes First . Aku da penat mencari.
hurmm  . .  megejar lagi la penat.
kau la last girl dapat rasa sayang aku macam mana.
takkan sama lagi .